When I don't have sex for a while I
start to daydream a lot during the day and I kind of start moaning a little
when remembering sex with my love. I get completely lost in the memories that I
can’t focus during the day > < I want sex so bad like all the time… yea
I'm an addict… but I'm only addicted to one man and one man only. I don't know
what it is about him that leaves me wanting more, even though he’s huge and I’m
so small lolz it feels like he can rip me apart sometimes but he’s so gentle
with me <3 and it feels amazing. Even now as we're miles apart I can feel
his touch… his tongue… his lips… I'm missing him again… next time we meet I'm
definitely going to rape him. Anyway... what was I saying? Oh! The memories...
as I remember them my eyes close and I dissolve into our world that we created.
The world we escape to every time we're together, where nothing else matters but
our love and growing lust. Only in that world where I'm the happiest I've ever
been in my life.
